About Time

Becoming... What?

2011-09-20T12:53:00.013-06:00

I've had the opportunity to work with TOFW for the past several years as a volunteer. I've folded programs, worked the will-call booth, ushered and just had a great time. As volunteers, we always find out ahead of time what the theme is (we also get our adorable bags) so that we can make the theme a matter of thought and prayer. This year's theme is CHOOSE TO BECOME. They asked us to find just one thing in our life that we would like to change, add, strengthen, or whatever... And I couldn't do it.

Those of you who know me, know that I am a project person. I always have several irons in the fire. The author, Robert Heinlein, once said, "Specialization is for insects." I have to admit that I have long held that opinion. Because of the many areas of my life that I am striving to improve and the many projects I am currently involved with, I was simply overwhelmed at the thought of choosing only one. So, I didn't.

The event was wonderful - as it always is. I laughed. I cried. I rejoiced at having my daughter, Kat!e with me there for the first time. As Laurel, the superhero formerly known as worst-case-scenario-girl, spoke on Friday night I was deeply touched at the emotional journey she has gone on this year after selecting her ONE thing. I love her so much. She is such an example to me. And it made me want to choose my one thing. Maybe I was supposed to be a runner?! No.

This became my pattern for the rest of the conference... Maybe I should become _____________ ? No.

And then, Merrilee spoke. And I knew. I am supposed to become Strong again. I have not been through the devastating experiences that Merrilee has over the past year, but I have been broken down. I have been taken to my knees. And as soon as she talked about how her one thing was to become strong again the Spirit whispered to me that I need to do the same. So, give me this mountain!

That may mean giving up a few projects. It will mean more exercise - physical and spiritual. But I know that I can do this because, "All things are possible to him that believeth." Who knows, I may get to add a few projects. Maybe even running! Probably not, though. No.

My first Deseret News Book Review

2011-08-14T07:22:00.001-06:00

Well, I had my first book review published through the Deseret News. It was changed a little bit and sounds a bit choppier than I would like but it was my fault for too much editorializing. The book was awful, so that's one reason I had a difficult time in not editorializing. Plus, I'm slightly confused with a book review in how much opinion I'm allowed. It's been a lot of years since the journalism scholarship. I have another currently under review (DVD) and I do like writing but writing the negative reviews makes me cringe a little. I feel bad for the authors. Well, usually... by the time I finished this book I sorta had the feeling I wanted to hit this one. Sad.

The Mountain

2011-06-10T00:05:00.002-06:00

I have so much on my mind and in my heart.

Last week was youth conference. On Day 1, Cherie Call - amazing singer/songwriter gave our devotional. We invited all of the missionaries and other guests (there weren't many there on a Wednesday!) to join us at the pavilion. It was awesome. Cherie sang this beautiful song that reminded me of my mantra, "Give me this mountain!"

Not with my own strength (of course), but I moved that mountain! I felt sort of like Wonder Woman... or a daughter of God...

How To Move A Mountain

by Cherie Call

When I was young I heard the stories

About the people who could make the mountains flee

And every now and then, someone would tell me

I could do the same if I believed

So one summer night, I looked out my window

And I closed my eyes and listened to the wind blow

And I tried to move a mountain

I wished for it to crumble at my feet

I tried one thing after another

but I couldn't shake a leaf

I never knew that the mountain

Had a lesson it would teach

Cause as tall as I got, I still lived in its shadow

I watched it tower over me

Till one summer day, I thought I heard it call me

So I closed my eyes and then changed into my blue jeans

And I learned how to move a mountain

It was harder than I dreamed it would be

But I set one foot down past the other

Till the mountain was under me

And I felt like I could see forever

When the truth hit my senses suddenly

This mountain wasn't nearly the first one that I'd moved

God had seen my victory

Every time I put my weaknesses behind me

And I close my eyes and let His mercy find me

I know how to move a mountain

I have to fall down on my knees

Then I get back on my feet and head on upward

Till I make it to the peak

And the mountain's under me

Give me this mountain...

2011-05-28T07:18:00.009-06:00

So, what a week. Day before yesterday I was eating a baked potato and I began to choke. At one point I seriously wondered if I was going to choke to death. Honestly, I'm not sure you can even choke to death on a potato - but I tried. It was a weird experience. I was coughing so hard, but then I couldn't draw in a breath. It was scary. But I lived. Whew!

And then the pain started. This pain joined up with some emotional pain I have also been experiencing this week.

This new pain started under my right arm, inside my rib cage - maybe it is my ribs, I actually can't tell. It hurts pretty bad and I am certain I just pulled muscles or bruised ribs or whatever. It's annoying. And I have youth conference this coming week. And I started to turn into a whiner baby and I began to feel discouraged... and then, this morning I was reading a friend's blog and I remembered.

I remembered the armies of heaven at my disposal. I remembered that I am here on this earth at this time for experiences like this. I am being shaped, corrected, tutored... I read Elder Holland's talk referenced in Laurel's blog post and this line jumped out at me:

“Oh, Lord, I am yet strong. Give me one more mountain” (see Josh. 14:11–12)

I love that. Love it. Joshua was 85-years-old when he said that. If he could say it at that age, I can say it now.

Give me this mountain.

The Apostle Peter

2011-05-27T10:41:00.003-06:00

I had the opportunity recently to attend the Carl Bloch exhibit at BYU where I saw 'Peter's Remorse.'

I had, of course, seen the color version... but it's different. And, it doesn't have the same impact on me.

I went into the room with the giant painting of the atonement and it was this little etching that caught my attention and held it. As everyone else was sitting on their chair, eyes forward, I was sitting on my chair looking to my left at this.

I have great love for Peter. Great love. He had so much passion (remember the ear?). He walked on water! He made mistakes, but at the end of the day he understood. He got it.

One of my favorite moments with Peter is when the Savior is washing his disciple's feet and Peter was having none of it. He said, "Thou needest not to wash my feet." But, when the Savior replied, "If I wash thee not, thou hast no part with me." Peter understood the symbolism. He could never be clean without the washing that only the Savior could perform and so he said, "Lord, not my feet only, but also my hands and my head."

And so, this etching makes me sad because I can really feel Peter's emotion thanks to the artistic genius of Carl Block and my understanding (limited though it may be) of Peter... but it also reminds me of the atonement in a much deeper way than that giant painting. And that makes me happy. And grateful.

My Journey Into the World of Sewing

2011-05-16T15:15:00.012-06:00

<----I'm making Skirt C (click to enlarge)

My Mom began her sewing career in the womb. So, needless to say by the time I came around she was a pro. In case you think I'm waxing hyperbolic, let me give you an example... For my wedding - my Mom made my dress (hand-beaded bodice), my bridesmaid's dresses, the flower girl dresses and even cross-stitched rice bags. This is not an exaggeration. This is true.

For awhile I tried my hand at sewing. I especially got into it when my youngest sister owned a (fake) cabbage patch doll. I made several outfits for that doll and I'm sure they were lovely. But mostly what I remember about sewing is that I couldn't do it perfectly. That really bugged me. So I quit.

But I never disliked sewing. Not like quilting or stamping or cross-stitch or... well, you get the idea.

And recently I realized that it has been many years since I've given up on perfect. As you may recall, I've even been doing some crafting lately... So why not sew?

Kat!e is starting a single's ward in a few weeks and would like some skirts. My Mom (of course) would be more than happy to make them, but... I decided that I want to try it. Here is my experience so far:

Day 1 - Jo-Ann Fabric Store

Kate and I entered the door without a coupon. Searching for one had been a fail and so we were looking for sale fabric. I have never really spent much time in that part of Jo-Ann but I was pretty sure I could find it. And I did! This was to prove my one success of Day 1.

I realized (almost immediately) that I was going to need a pattern first, because it was likely that the pattern would tell me how much fabric (and what kind?) I would need. So I began looking for patterns. After 5 minutes or so I recalled that they lived in drawers and that there were books that you looked at. I was very proud of this remembrance and eventually I found a table with books of patterns on them.

I chose to look through the book called "Simplicity" for obvious reasons and they had a whole blue-colored section of skirt patterns. I chose one that said "easy" "2-hour" and some other lies.

Kate and I both liked the fuller skirt pattern and so we went off to purchase either 3+ or 4+ yards (we weren't really sure yet and I'll get to that later). We began looking at fabric. Eeek! I was definitely out of my comfort zone here. How were these stupid fabrics organized? Color? No. Fabric type? Not really. Anyhow, it didn't really matter because Kate gravitated toward a particular pattern that caught her eye. And we took it up to the counter.

Before placing it on the counter I took a minute to try to figure out if it was the 3+ or the 4+ yardage that we needed (NO, it did not strike me as odd that I was looking for that much fabric. Maybe it strikes you, but remember - NEWBIE here). I asked Kate, "Isn't it weird that if you want a 48" length skirt you want 4+ yards and if you want a 60" ... wait, 60" skirt? OH. I bet that's the width of the fabric! It all makes sense now!" I was very proud. We were only about 45 minutes into our trip at this point. Please don't laugh. Yet.

So, I placed the fabric onto the cutting table and the lady very kindly (and s.l.o.w.l.y) cut out our fabric. She didn't cut through both widths of the fabric as I'd seen when I was shopping as a child with my Mom. I was thinking maybe she was new like me and cut her some slack. (Perhaps you are laughing now?)

I won't bore you with the details of the notions hunt (although, for those of you who write patterns - you may want to think about adding straight pins to the list of notions. Just a thought.). I eventually found the elastic for the waist and thread (that I still hope will work - MAN, there are a lot of thread types!!). The color matches and the spool fits on my machine (and I even got the bobbin filled!) so it works for me.

Day 1 Cont. - Cutting

I came home and cut out the pattern pieces I needed (and sent Kate back to the store for straight pins). Then, I (well, we - it took both of us) laid out the fabric in the living room. I think it was at this point that I began to realize just how much fabric 3+ yards is. It took up my whole living room floor. And, I also realized that I was going to be cutting out a lot of pieces of fabric. Twelve. For a skirt. That seemed excessive for an "easy" "two-hour" project. Some of them are even called "godet" pieces. My Mom is a seamstress. I know what godet means.

But I cut them out.

Somewhere in the middle of cutting out the fabric my (brilliant) mind began to think about how the pieces would go together. And this was when I realized that perhaps. Maybe. Okay, probably large gingham checks were not the best pattern choice for this skirt. You can laugh now. I did.

And still it wasn't until I shared this experience with my Mom and told her about the slow lady at Jo-Ann... well, she wasn't SLOW, she was kindly cutting along the straight line so that I could match all the pieces up when I cut out the skirt. *snort*

I have all of the pieces cut out and folded and sitting in my living room. I have not been brave enough yet to actually begin sewing. I did start matching up notches but they didn't match up very well (which is strange because I really was careful when I cut these pieces out) and so I set it aside for another day.

Possibly today. I'll keep you posted.

PS

You may have noticed I never once mentioned the cost of this unmade skirt. I am not going to mention it. This is a learning activity. Like a class. Yes. Like a class.

Haiku

2011-05-11T14:57:00.000-06:00

Oh, beloved dryer
You are perfectly working -
No longer dead. Joy!

I know that there are millions of people in the world without electric dryers. I am grateful I am no longer one of them.

A Concentrated Mind

2011-05-11T08:00:00.026-06:00

"Depend upon it, Sir, when a man knows he is to be hanged in a fortnight, it concentrates his mind wonderfully." - Samuel Johnson

John was diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes a couple of years ago. He immediately tried a couple of different weight loss programs that didn't seem to help as much as he was looking for. In January, he really got serious about a very low carb diet and has lost an additional 40 pounds (he had previously lost about 20) and, as of Monday, is off his blood sugar medication.

I have not been diagnosed with diabetes or blood pressure issues or heart disease or high cholesterol... but I know that I will walk better. Will feel better. Will be better. When I lose weight.

Day 3 back on Weight Watchers. I live a healthy lifestyle. I eat healthy. I exercise. It's what I do.

I'm Batman...

2011-05-10T07:31:00.001-06:00

When Rob was about 3-years-old, I had an at home data entry job. I loved it. But, this was back before the internet (I know, I'm really old) and I had to actually go into the office and pick up my work and bring it home to do it.

Rob would go with me and there was a little playground where he could play while I stood in line and picked up my work.

He was a little shy and scared, but he found a way around it. He would stand in the doorway with me and say very softly (where he didn't think I could hear), "I'm Batman." And then he would go in the door to play.

So, today that is my mantra... I'M BATMAN!

I'm going in the door. Again.

"When I am Weak, Then am I Strong"

2011-05-09T10:35:00.001-06:00

So, it's been two years since my accident. It's amazing the difference a few seconds can make in your life. I was walking along at a pretty good pace (walking every day and losing weight!) when just a small hole caught my foot and I went down.

It took months to diagnose the problem... no broken bones. Sprains take awhile to heal. But mine didn't heal.

I went to a specialist. I'm glad those guys exist. He asks me to hold onto the counter and go up on my toes. I couldn't go up on my right toes. The message just wouldn't go from my brain to my toes.

The doctor knew immediately - it was a tendon on the inside of my right ankle. Ruptured. "Mush." The solution - a cadaver graft. Cool. And that would prevent permanent disability and disfigurement. Because that's where I was headed. I was freaked out.

So, I had the cadaver graft. It worked. I can walk. But I have pain. Every day. And I probably will forever. And it's taken me over a year to realize that and to come to terms with that.

A few things I've learned:

Interdependence is a higher law than independence.
I am really strong. The Lord is with me. I am courageous.
Walking is a blessing that I cannot even begin to give enough gratitude for.
When a doctor says "you won't be able to walk barefoot again" he's not being mean. He's just saying it won't be possible. When God says if we don't keep his commandments we won't live with him again he's not being mean. He's just saying it won't be possible.
It isn't about what I do, it's about who I am.
Hiring a maid does not make me a lesser woman/mother/person.
I am NOTHING without my Savior, Jesus Christ and his grace.

Some of these I knew already and just re-learned. Sometimes I am a slow learner.

I think of Paul. One of my favorite men in all of scripture. I say with him:

"There was given to me a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet me, lest I should be exalted above measure.

For this thing I besought the Lord thrice, that it might depart from me.

And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Therefore I take pleasure in infirmities, in reproaches, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses for Christ’s sake: for when I am weak, then am I strong."

See Me Visit Teach

2011-05-07T08:00:00.028-06:00

Okay, those of you who know me may know one of my deep dark secrets. I am not a huge fan of visiting teaching. There. I said it.

I heard a couple of great talks on the subject at BYU Women's Conference (one by MEE that was amazing!) and one speaker said, "I love visiting and I love teaching. I just don't like them put together." Boy could I relate.

I don't really have a reason. I don't really understand it. I GO every month. I have had the same companion for years and we have an understanding - she sets the appointments and I give the lessons - when we get to the lessons.

But, something has happened to me recently. I have been converted. And in the strangest way possible... because I am not particularly crafty either... but, I found a website. Kristin is one of the craftiest LDS ladies online and she has an amazing blog of visiting teaching crafts. I'm hooked. Sold. In love.

And I've changed.

I anticipate visiting teaching.

These aren't merely crafts or handouts - they are visual aids to go along with each month's lesson. I internalize the lesson better as I make my handouts. I pray more about my sisters. I don't know if it's doing something tactile that brings the closeness I have missed in visiting teaching. I don't understand. But I accept.

And I am grateful.

I just finished the adorable purse(s) above (okay, that's Kristin's but amazingly mine looks really similar) to better teach Elder Cook's "Parable of the Purse." I can't wait to go share the craft and the message and the love.

Thank you, Kristin!

If there is anything lovely...

2011-05-06T07:48:00.003-06:00

Sometimes I wake up on the wrong side of the bed. I'm not sure if it's bad dreams (sometime I'll write about how I don't remember my dreams much anymore) or if it's hormones (I figure 98% of the world's problems are hormone related) or if I'm just a grouch.

Several years ago I woke up feeling this darkness. I could think of several reasons, but I couldn't shake the mood. As I was on my knees praying for relief (can you say the "please" prayer too often?) a scripture came into my head. The scripture was Philippians 4. The thought was the 13th Article of Faith (this year's theme for the youth!) but I knew I needed to go to Paul's admonition directly.

Here's what Paul says, "whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are of good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

Those things, which ye have both learned, and received, and heard, and seen in me, do: and the God of peace shall be with you."

I knew as I read that it was the peace of God I was seeking and I knew that I had not been seeking after the lovely things in life as was counseled.

Now, when I wake up on the wrong side of bed - I seek lovely things. I look at beautiful artwork or listen to beautiful music or walk outside and look at the beauties in nature.

Works every time. The God of peace fills my heart.

My life is a Value Project

2011-05-05T16:48:00.000-06:00

So, I recently attended the General Leadership Training for Young Women in SLC. Sister Dalton said that we need to "give [ourselves] credit" when it comes to Personal Progress. I tell my YW this all the time - just write things down before you do them! You're busy ladies! You'll have your medallion before you know it! But, I'll admit - I haven't been doing it myself. I am now.

And I have realized something.

It is easier for me to give myself credit for the ten hour value PROJECTS. I do them all the time. I'm knitting something or working through an LDS book (doing the assignments, etc.) or doing a Beauty Challenge or WHATEVER...

It is easier for me to do value PROJECTS than to do value EXPERIENCES.

I think this speaks to my personality.

And I am making a change. I am working on the experiences. I am enjoying the process. I am writing down the dailies (scriptures, prayers, testifying). I am journaling.

And I think... Life is an experience more than it is a project. The small and simple things are where I am needed and what I need.

In order to receive my YW recognition I will do 25 experiences and only 3 projects. I will strive for that same proportion in my life.

I can do this!

Lanterns for Camp

2011-04-11T20:41:00.004-06:00

So, we made these awesome lanterns last year for Girls Camp. If you want to know how to make them, you can see the instructions at Under My Umbrella. She recently did instructions for the wire hangers, also.

They looked amazing hanging down from our canopy and only one or two young women got concussions (kidding!) from hitting their heads.

We are making them again tomorrow night and we have a jungle safari theme, so I'm thinking jungle animals, etc! Should be a blast. I LOVE Girls Camp!

Tablecloths

2010-12-15T12:32:00.001-07:00

There have been a couple of times I have needed to purchase tablecloths for Church use, etc. This website is inexpensive and the polyester cloths are durable and awesome. I purchased round cloths once and that was a mistake. I will only purchase square cloths for round tables in the future. Anyhow. Just want this on my blog so I don't lose the link again. I just ordered some of the pink one above for the YW.

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Days 5 & 6

2010-12-07T00:10:00.002-07:00

Day 5 Quote

“When you look closely people are so strange and so complicated that they're actually beautiful.”

Day 5 Challenge

Exercise for fun—choose a form of exercise that you enjoy, a form you wouldn’t normally choose because it calls attention to your body.

WHY: Exercise is necessary for health, but we have turned it into a duty, obligation and punishment--something we do to “make up” for the food we eat. Women are bombarded with media messages that tell us we can’t run, swim, do yoga, or any number of things unless we have the “perfect” body. We must stop waiting to achieve perfection and live our lives to the fullest--taking risks, trying new things, and utilizing the unlimited potential of our bodies.

JOURNAL: How did your body feel during and after your exercise? Reflect on the blessing of being able to move.

I switched days 5 & 6. So, today was my Day 5 Challenge. I didn't do it. I got the information about the Water Aerobics class, but I didn't go. I will go before the week is up. I will go Friday. Maybe tomorrow. But, I will go. I was swimming regularly and then I went to the pool and a (very slim) lady from my ward was at the pool - sitting on the bench watching her children swim. I haven't been back since. I know. I have issues. That's why I'm doing this. I WILL GO this week.

Day 6 Quote

“Beauty is simply reality seen with the eyes of love.”

Day 6 Challenge

Refrain from talk about weight or shape of self and others. Be aware of how often you compare yourself to others, and evaluate how this makes you feel.

WHY: The obsession with weight, shape and appearance continues among women partially because we encourage it in each other. We have made it unacceptable for a woman to be at peace with her body. Refraining from speaking about weight and shape--positively or negatively--allows us to focus on a person’s real value and worth.

JOURNAL: How difficult was it to avoid fat talk?

As difficult as the exercise challenge was for me today, this one was as simple. This is something I have been aware of in myself for awhile so I have made a real effort to curb it. I did notice that in a Christmas movie I was watching I had a "fat thought," though and so I know it is still a very real feeling that could lead to the behavior. The actress put on a beautiful dress and I had that thought of, "wouldn't it be nice..." I will continue to be aware of these thoughts and try my best to avoid them. I'm am certain I would not have noticed this negative thought if not for this activity.

Tomorrow is a no media day. I will copy in my thoughts on Wednesday.

Beauty (Day 4)

2010-12-04T22:09:00.004-07:00

Today's Quote

“If you dwell on the things you’re not, you’ll miss out on the things you really are.”

Today's Challenge

How much time do you spend getting ready each day? Today, use the same amount of time to get ready on the inside. Meditate, write in your journal, or perform an act of service.

WHY: Women spend thousands of hours on their appearances over a lifetime. Think about what you could accomplish if you spent the same amount of time each day preparing your inner self. How would you be different? How would each day be different?

JOURNAL: Journal: Did you notice a difference in how you felt throughout the day? Explore why or why not.

I didn't spend enough time on either one today. I find that I have grown lax about "getting ready" on the inside - not that I have stopped doing my dailies (although sometimes that is true) but I find that I am not doing them as often FIRST. I think this has become a bad habit due to a new job that I have. I am a deal finder for Pinching Your Pennies and I like to get up and get it done first thing... The problem is - work isn't what should be done first in my life. I am making a commitment to change that this coming week. I hadn't even realized it full force until this exercise today. I KNOW that I will be noticing a difference once I get first things back where they need to be - FIRST.

I think that overall I need to be better about getting ready. I feel I need to spend more time FIRST on my spiritual and physical self... then move to other things of value. Great reminder for me.

In my studies today I looked up an article a friend (thanks, Tracy!) recommended I read while doing this experiment. It is On the Wings of Eagles, by President Uchtdorf. It is from a BYU Devotional, The Wind Beneath Your Wings, November 2003. Specifically, I found pertinent the section, "First, You Have to Learn to Control Yourself." In it, President Uchtdorf said, "It isn't until you come to a spiritual understanding of who you are that you can begin to take control of yourself." I think that is what this journey is turning into for me - gaining a deeper understanding of who I am with the help of the Spirit.

He also said, "Your choices are the mirror of your self-control." I think that self-control is sometimes the mirror of my self-esteem. So, as I hold myself in a higher regard (as a daughter of God, etc.) my self-control becomes better and then my choices. I wonder if sometimes I turn this around and think that as I DO more, make better choices my self control will go up and then I will have self esteem...

Beauty (Day 3)

2010-12-03T22:10:00.002-07:00

Today's Quote

“Pretty is something you're born with. But beautiful, that's an equal opportunity adjective.”

Today's Challenge

Make a list of 10 positive things you like about yourself that have nothing to do with your appearance--and 10 positive things you like about your appearance.

Inner:

I am forgiving.
I love learning - especially gospel learning.
I am a leader.
I try hard.
I am optimistic.
I am an accomplished knitter.
I am discerning.
I am good with children.
I have good interior design sense.
I do my best to live in the Spirit.

Outer:

I like my Eyes
And my hands
And my nails (finger & toe)
And my eyelashes
I tan easily and rarely burn.
I have soft hair.
I think my lips are a nice size and shape.
I like my ears.
I have a dimple in my cheek and I like it.
My teeth are naturally straight enough that I never needed braces.

WHY: Your perception of yourself includes the physical. We won’t pretend it’s not important--physical factors are part of the mortal world we live in. We've challenged you to make two lists because both your inner and outer beauty affect you--and there will be times you feel insecure about both. Refer back to your lists and remember the positive.

JOURNAL: Was it easier to come up with things you like about yourself, or things about your appearance?

It was incredibly hard to come up with items on both lists, but the appearance list was definitely more difficult. This has been a hard year on my self esteem. I don't have time to write about it a lot right now - but I have realized that one of the reasons is that I was wrapping too much of my self esteem up in what I DO and not who I AM. Realizing this has helped tremendously and I think I am on the right path.

Beauty (Day 2)

2010-12-02T11:55:00.000-07:00

Today's Quote

“I testify that no one of us is less treasured or cherished of God than another. I testify that He loves each of us- insecurities, anxieties, self- image, and all. He doesn’t measure our talents or our looks;...He cheers on every runner, calling out that the race is against sin, not against each other.” -Elder Jeffrey R. Holland

Today's Challenge

Study what beauty is from a gospel perspective. Start by reading “True Beauty” by Lynn G. Roberts and 1Samuel 16:7 and 1 Corinthians 3:16.

WHY: God is our Heavenly Father, and He knows us better than anyone--He created us! He knows most intimately how beautiful we are, and He will tell us if we seek Him. A relationship with Heavenly Father is essential if we are to truly understand beauty and our worth.

JOURNAL: From your study, how do you think Heavenly Father defines beauty? Why might this be hard to internalize and believe?

__________________________________________

Wow. I just made a discovery that blows me away a little. I know that I am insecure about my weight - but I started thinking of all of the overweight women who I find beautiful and there are actually many... and as I tried to apply the same lens to myself all I could see are my scars. I have acne scars on my face that I guess bother me more than I had realized. In fact, I applied to The Biggest Loser awhile back and I think part of me believes that I wasn't chosen because the persons viewing the video might think that even if I lost weight I wouldn't be attractive and they might be looking for those who would better fit that bill... yikes! Could one of my hang-ups be a fear of losing weight and still being unattractive? Why should this matter to me? Do I want to lose weight to look good or to feel good? Hmmm...

I am usually a happy person. Negativity isn't something I typically struggle with. This year I've had my moments, but overall I have stayed happy. I believe that "a grateful heart is a happy heart" and when I start to feel unhappy I simply count my MANY blessings.

I feel that in my prayers today I should ask Heavenly Father to help me see my physical self more as he sees me. This makes me uncomfortable because I have a lot of guilt about not taking better care of my body.

I believe that Heavenly Father defines true beauty as inner beauty. I really do believe that. BUT, I also believe that he expects me to be a good steward. I need to pray and study more about this. Obviously.

Beauty is...

2010-12-01T11:30:00.004-07:00

I am participating in a Ten Day Beauty Challenge. This is a challenge that was done at BYU several weeks ago and, although I feel myself dragging my feet about it - I'm doing it.

Today's quote is

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure... We ask ourselves: ‘Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, and famous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world.” -Nelson Mandela

Today's challenge is

GET STARTED: Today, start your journal for the challenge. Write for at least ten minutes and express gratitude for all the things your body allows you to do. Refrain from weighing yourself today. In fact, refrain from weighing yourself during the 10 days of the challenge.

WHY: Recording your thoughts helps you process your feelings. You will be surprised what surfaces when you give time and voice to your thoughts.When we focus on weight, the number never seems to be the right one. We don’t have to subject ourselves to that grief--weight is not always an accurate measure of health or body fat, and we would do well to eliminate the obsession of weighing ourselves altogether.

The first thing that comes to mind is something my Mom (and probably yours) always quoted, "Beauty is as beauty does." I wonder if I really believe that to be true. Several years ago, I was worried about my then pre-teen daughter's self esteem and so I purchased custom vinyl lettering to go on her bathroom mirror, "Beauty is not in the face. Beauty is a light in the heart." - Khalil Gibran - Do I believe it? I think of Sister Dalton's recent talk to the YW. She talked about deep beauty. She said

I was given a unique opportunity, along with a small group of other students, to meet the prophet, President David O. McKay. I was told to wear my best dress and to be ready to travel early the next morning to Huntsville, Utah, to the home of the prophet. I will never forget the experience I had. As soon as we entered the home, I felt the spirit which filled that home. We were seated in the prophet’s living room, surrounding him. President McKay had on a white suit, and seated next to him was his wife. He asked for each of us to come forward and tell him about ourselves. As I went forward, he held out his hand and held mine, and as I told him about my life and my family, he looked deeply into my eyes.

After we had finished, he leaned back in his chair and reached for his wife’s hand and said, “Now, young women, I would like you to meet my queen.” There seated next to him was his wife, Emma Ray McKay. Although she did not wear a crown of sparkling diamonds, nor was she seated on a throne, I knew she was a true queen. Her white hair was her crown, and her pure eyes sparkled like jewels. As President and Sister McKay spoke of their family and their life together, their intertwined hands spoke volumes about their love. Joy radiated from their faces. Hers was a beauty that cannot be purchased. It came from years of seeking the best gifts, becoming well educated, seeking knowledge by study and also by faith. It came from years of hard work, of faithfully enduring trials with optimism, trust, strength, and courage. It came from her unwavering devotion and fidelity to her husband, her family, and the Lord.

On that fall day in Huntsville, Utah, I was reminded of my divine identity, and I learned about what I now call “deep beauty”—the kind of beauty that shines from the inside out. It is the kind of beauty that cannot be painted on, surgically created, or purchased. It is the kind of beauty that doesn’t wash off. It is spiritual attractiveness. Deep beauty springs from virtue. It is the beauty of being chaste and morally clean. It is the kind of beauty that you see in the eyes of virtuous women like your mother and grandmother. It is a beauty that is earned through faith, repentance, and honoring covenants.

I want to believe it. I do believe it. In a way. So, am I worried that I am not physically beautiful? Or, do I worry that I'm not "good enough" to have the other kind of beauty? I don't know. But I know I don't consider myself to be beautiful. I am trying to think of times I have felt beautiful... I may need to focus on that some other time. But today it is about gratitude. That is easy.

I am grateful beyond words for the ability to walk. There was a time this year that I wasn't sure I would gain back that ability and walking is a miracle. I have a friend in a wheelchair. She was in a car accident coming home after graduating from BYU and permanently lost her ability to walk. I've never seen her when she wasn't smiling. I spent a lot of time this year without a smile on my face and it makes me feel ungrateful to think about it. It is still difficult for me to walk and by the end of the day I hurt quite a bit. Going up and down stairs is hard. And - I can't walk barefoot anymore. It's funny, because when my doctor told me I'd never be able to walk barefoot anymore - I thought he meant I wasn't supposed to, that it would be bad for my foot, I wasn't ALLOWED to walk barefoot. It never occurred to me that he meant I simply would not be able to. I can say all of these things without feeling sorry for myself or having a pity party because I CAN WALK. I will take whatever pain or inconvenience comes with it because walking is a blessing.

In addition, I can sing Christmas carols. I can hold children in my arms. I can hold hands with my husband. I can blow kisses and cry. I can shake hands with Priesthood leaders and raise my hand to sustain them. I can blow out candles and play the flute and a little piano. I can swim deep under the water. I can sleep and eat and drink. I can roll my eyes or wink at you. I can use my hand to wipe away snow from a window or a tear from your cheek or to pet my cat. I can hold loved ones up and I can lean on them. I am amazing on crutches and could probably participate in the Crutch Olympics (started by my nephews who I hug and kiss). I can sit when I need to and stand for truth and righteousness. I can bite my lip and roll my tongue. I can grit my teeth and make fish lips. I can give Eskimo kisses. I can bake ginger cookies for book group and smell the holidays in the air. My mouth can water like Pavlov's dog. I can read the scriptures and ponder them in my mind and heart and kneel and fold my arms and pray. I can feel the truthfulness of the gospel of Jesus Christ and the warmth of the fire after the cold of the snow. I can breathe in and out and feel peace. I can whistle and hum and play the kazoo. I can knit a cancer cap. I can crochet a tropical bandage. I can make babies in a cradle with a handkerchief. I can smile and I can laugh. I am grateful.

For Camp - Value Tree

2010-05-31T09:27:00.003-06:00

So, I found this great idea on Sugardoodle.net for a "Service Tree" (you can read about it here)

I took the idea to the YW Class Presidency (we only have one because our YW group is so small). They changed it up and I love what they've come up with so I thought I would share. Our camp theme this year is "Happily Ever After" and so they are going to have the papers shaped like gems. They will decorate them with little gems, sparkles, etc. They will have the gems in the value colors and they will note any activities at camp that fit one of the values on the appropriately colored paper. So, service will still be on the tree (good works) but they might get a paper up for learning something in certification (knowledge) or dressing modestly while at the swimming hole (virtue) and so on. I LOVE this idea and can't wait to see our tree!!! :)

Whit

Secret Sister Questionnaire

2010-05-31T09:06:00.005-06:00

I made this questionnaire for the YW for Girl's Camp. It should help their Secret Sisters. :)

Right-click to save the .doc file to your computer. If you don't have the font (Teenage Girl 1), you can download it here. Or, you can download the pdf file here. Enjoy.

-Whit

YouTube Video - "Happily Ever After"

2010-05-11T10:24:00.008-06:00

Based on Pres. Uchtdorf's recent remarks to the YW (You can download the ISO file HERE for burning to DVD - right-click to save to your computer):

YouTube Video - "Find Joy in Womanhood"

2010-05-11T10:16:00.011-06:00

My first attempt at making a YouTube Video (You can download the ISO file HERE for burning to DVD - right-click to save to your computer):

2010-02-28T10:31:00.001-07:00

Download THIS for YW tonight. :)

Make Some Noise!

2009-09-17T08:55:00.001-06:00

I have been trying to get into better physical shape. I have spent a lot of time studying the Word of Wisdom and praying to better live it. This goal was brought into sharp focus when, this summer, my husband was diagnosed with Type II diabetes.
Read more HERE.

I'm broken...

2009-05-26T11:28:00.005-06:00

Well, I have a cracked rib. John gave me a big hug and, "pop" - just like that. It is healing... s l o w l y. 12 days and counting...

And now, I have a cough. Bronchitis? Possibly. Pneumonia? I doubt it. But, it's back to the doctor today to get it checked out. Better safe than sorry and all that.

Just in case you were wondering where I am. Cause sitting at the computer and typing... it hurts.

Only By Pride Cometh Contention

2009-05-18T12:19:00.002-06:00

Posted a great talk by MEE this week. You may want to add it to your iPod for this week's listening!! :)

Contact form for this blog...

2009-05-15T10:58:00.004-06:00

Well, I really wanted a contact form for this blog because I am one of those people who does not use an email program (i.e., Outlook) - I read my email online so I hate when people have those little mailto:blahblah@blahblah.com links. Really. On the other hand, I love contact forms. So sweet and easy. Anyhow, I posted on my work blog how I set my contact form up. Very cool. And easy.

warning: could cause coupon addiction

2009-05-12T09:25:00.008-06:00

Some of you have asked my method of coupon-ing. So, I am writing up this post. Here is what I do. There are many methods so find what works for you!

I make my shopping list for the week on the day after the ad comes out (unless I can get the list the day or two before - for me that's on Wednesday). I have been coupon-ing long enough now that I rarely purchase anything that is not on a super deal and/or I have a coupon for. There are always exceptions - but they make up a small minority of my list. My list is done in MS Word and you can download mine to see what it looks like and adapt it for you. It is definitely not fancy, but it is functional. :)

I go to a website that lists deals for my area. There are people who go through the ads statistically and tell you the deals for each week - lising them as 3, 4 or 5 star deals. I prefer Pinching Your Pennies (I use this list) - but there are many other sites that do lists. Pinching Your Pennies does not have extensive info for every state. I am in Utah and there info is amazing for Utah available through PYP. The Coupon Clippers has a nice list of stores by zip code, too.
I choose to shop two stores exclusively. This is personal preference due to time limitations. When I began shopping, I did more. I kept lists of ads ending on Tue and ads ending on Sat and checked for sales across the board. Sometimes I still do that - but usually I stick to the two stores closest to my home.
I look through the sales lists for the stores I have chosen, copying and pasting the info into my list. My list has four columns. The first column is the product (specific so I know size, etc. I'm looking for). The second column has the price before the coupon. The third column tells me of any deals - printables (printable coupons), Q (coupons), a dollar amount if I must spend a certain amount to get a discount, a # of items if I must buy a certain # of item to get a discount, etc. I have my own little short hand for this column. The fourth column tells me how much I will spend after deals and coupons. This list will keep me on track when I am in the store!

I order any coupons* that are available for my list items. I am careful to only order coupons that haven't expired yet (you'd be amazed) and to order coupons that are the proper size, product, etc. I pay for my coupons - but not much (if any) more money is spent on these coupons than on newspapers if I went that route and I use EVERY (well, almost) coupon that I purchase as opposed to the many that are wasted if I clipped my own.
I print my list immediately and put it in my purse. If for any reason I find myself at the store, I have my list (even if my coupons haven't arrived yet). I make sure these lists have the date the sale ends so that I don't get any more confused than I already am.

Stay tuned for information on catalinas, beer rebates, free Bath & Body Works and more...

*I do not purchase newspapers and clip coupons. I find this inefficient for me. Plus, I HATE dealing with the newspapers, clipping, garbage ad nauseum. Instead I purchase my coupons through either A) eBay or B) The Coupon Clippers. Usually, though, it's eBay. If you want information on how to become a terrific coupon clipper - sorry, that's not this post. If you feel that people shouldn't sell coupons on eBay, that is your opinion but please don't give me grief about buying them. I appreciate those who do it so I don't have to.

The Prodigal

2009-05-12T09:25:00.004-06:00

I have one son. He has made choices in his life that have taken him away from the gospel and the LDS Church. There are times when this has been extremely difficult for me. As his mother, I want him to be happy and I know that true happiness comes through living the commandments.

One Sabbath morning, I was sitting behind a young family with four small children... READ MORE

Establish a House of God

2009-05-12T09:17:00.002-06:00

My Doctrine and Covenants Series has a new post. Read it for links to help in your studies of this week's lesson. :)

New Recipes

2009-05-11T18:13:00.003-06:00

Three new recipes added to my recipe blog. Caramel cookies (these things are AMAZING), bbq ribs (the best) and bbq pork chops (also very good). What are you waiting for? Go read the recipes!!!

Remember Lot's Wife

2009-05-11T09:10:00.002-06:00

Well, I posted this great talk by Elder Holland. Be sure to add it to your iPod today!! :)

Dallin H. Oaks

2009-05-10T06:00:00.001-06:00

A new post on Modern Molly Mormon. This is my series, "The Lord's Anointed" and features Elder Dallin H. Oaks.

New Podcast Up: "PIECES"

2009-05-07T11:28:00.003-06:00

New podcast is up with an interview with NY Times best-selling author, Brandon Mull. Check it out now!!

These boots are made for walking

2009-05-01T13:49:00.003-06:00

So, I am really excited that after THREE years

this book is finally coming out.

These boots are one of two designs I have in the book.

If you head over to Vickie's blog, you can win a free signed (by Vickie!)
copy of the book!

Blech

2009-04-30T08:37:00.006-06:00

So, here's the thing. I HATE being sick. I am NOT a good patient and I tend to get grouchy and antsy and all of those things. I don't know why. I am typically a pretty upbeat person. I HATE being stuck in bed.

But, here I am in bed. I am determined to keep a positive outlook. I am drinking my Airborne (which doesn't seem to be helping me anymore, although it has done wonders for me throughout the arctic winter here in N. Utah). I am reading my book (and loving this series). I have two reality shows on my TiVo - Biggest Loser and American Idol.

Also, I am trying to continue to eat healthy, rather than give in to old habits of chocolate and ice cream... and chocolate ice cream. I have grapefruit and healthy cereals and apples and other assorted healthy goodies. I can do this!!!! I will not give in to my desire to feel sorry for myself for the fact that I am not at BYU Women's Conference this week. Too many good things in life. Nothing to complain about. Life is good.

PS
Not the "swine flu" - at least I don't think so... I think it's that other flu. You know, the one that has killed 13,000 Americans since January. ;-)

I Will Not Use Crude Words...

2009-04-29T09:53:00.001-06:00

To read this post, please visit my LDS blog.

New Post at Modern Molly

2009-04-22T07:43:00.000-06:00

Click HERE to read it!

Water Aerobics

2009-04-21T11:37:00.007-06:00

So, I should be working on Primary leadership training for this Thursday... that, and I need to get the podcast to Stephen and I need to record another podcast and I really should clean something and I have two blogs that NEED updated in a bad way...

But, first I wanted to drop in and say that I made it to the water aerobics class today. I love, love, love water aerobics. No music today - just a good cardio workout. I hurt in places I forgot I had. Like any workout, you get out of water aerobics what you put into it. I choose to not wear the belt and to work as hard as I can. But, the class is an hour long and I feel like I have so far to go. But, it felt really good to be back!

Also, the hot tub felt good at the end.

By the end of my workout I do not have enough energy to do my hair and makeup. I'm lucky to get through the shower and dressing part. Hopefully this will improve with a little time.

-Whit

A day at the gym...

2009-04-20T16:26:00.008-06:00

So, I've been back at the gym for two days now. Here are some thoughts...

Skinny women who work out impress me. If I was a skinny woman I would not work out. Probably.
Watching a decorating show while working out keeps me working out longer. I planned on 45 minutes on the treadmill and went almost 55 due to the show I was watching.
Spinning has nothing to do with this.

Okay... now to be accountable.

I did 15 minutes on the bike. I don't know why I can't bike longer, but I can't. Maybe it's because I'm 100 pounds overweight. Hmmm... could be.
I did nearly 55 minutes on the treadmill going 3 mph. I started at 3.5, but soon realized that if I wanted to go for 45 (+) minutes I was going to need to slow down. So, I did.

I will post later about my "diet."

-Whit

Contact Me!

2009-01-01T09:25:00.000-07:00

slipping, slipping, slipping

2006-09-12T07:37:00.000-06:00

Well, as usual, time is flying by. Here is a picture of my edging project mentioned in my previous post (and also a picture of my Mom - who did the quilting for this wall hanging). I don't know if I got a picture of the pillow. I hope I did - but who knows? Both projects were made for my great Uncle John and Aunt Eleanor for their 50th wedding anniversary.

We made a quick dash to Arizona (10-11 hours away) for the anniversary party and it was a lot of fun as you can see in this picture. I am hugging some of my nephews and an adorable niece. I sure love my family!!

Currently I am working on a booga bag - I'll post pics sooner or later. :O)

Child of the 80s

2006-08-29T14:02:00.000-06:00

So, I was in my water aerobics class and we were "soaking to the oldies" and... I was thinking... When I get old (and contrary to my children's belief I am NOT old yet - I'm not even 40 and in my family that isn't even middle aged...) and I am still in water aerobics and we're working out to the oldies... Will it be 80s music?

I've been thinking about age a lot lately.

I have been working on a crocheted pillow and some edging for another project (pictures later this week) and I was talking about play practice (I really AM a drama queen) and how I would take my crochet (didn't learn to knit until I was older) and crochet while I was waiting for my turn on stage. My husband made the comment that I've always been old. I don't know. Maybe. But I don't think I'll REALLY be old til I'm sweating to Cyndi Lauper!

Boredom is Underestimated

2006-08-23T13:50:00.000-06:00

I grew up in a home where we learned that "the only people who are bored are boring people." I have raised my children with that philosophy.

HOWEVER, I think it is important to remember each day that QUIET does not mean BORING. My life has been so busy that I long for those quiet moments. Knitting. Reading. Playing the piano. I make time for prayers and scriptures and most days that has had to hold me lately.

If you had a quiet day, what would you spend it doing?

So You Think You Can Dance

2006-08-22T10:16:00.000-06:00

Benji said about this picture "what kinda karate kid meets tom cruise meets geek?" He's a great guy and I had the opportunity to visit with him for my podcast. If you all are interested in hearing a little more about the spiritual side of Benji - have a listen!

I don't know about you, but my family followed the show start to finish and loved it all. We especially love Benji with his charm and ability to not take it all so seriously.

Who were you voting for? Benji says Tranji merchandise is coming soon. What a kick!

Computer Problems

2006-07-28T06:37:00.000-06:00

You know... I started this blog a year ago so I would have a place to talk about the time that is my life. Now that life is so very busy and not always fun I find that I rarely drop in and talk about my life. Go figure.

I have been having computer issues and so it has made it more difficult - but not impossible. So, I'm going to make an effort as I feel that this is a therapy I currently need.

Health issues are mostly over. My mouth still hurts a little, but I think I will survive it. I am playing the flute in church on Sunday (with two friends) and the practice has actually been good for my mouth I think.

Personal issues (16-year-old son) continue, but he's got a good heart and we love him and he loves us so it is okay. Still difficult, but okay.

So I have issues!! Don't you?

Saw Pirates. Didn't love it. Too much icky stuff for me. What did you think?

Cute PIE

2006-07-09T08:49:00.000-06:00

Well, here are some more pics of N and Mommy along with a one of his new hat. Yes, KnittyMama - you are the first of my winners. Please email me (whit.k.larson AT gmail DOT com) with your address and I'll send you a goody. I HATED knitting the bobbles, so I crocheted them instead. Same basic look - much easier. It will fit better when his head is slightly bigger. :O) More winners to come! Weird to think the hat picture is a picture of MY baby holding my sister's baby.... time flies!!

Bouncing Baby Boy!!

2006-07-07T11:02:00.000-06:00

Well, here is one of the cutest babies ever!!!!!!!! Congrats to my sister on the beautiful new addition to her family!! Three of you will be winning a little something as a thank you for the pattern ideas. I will post pictures the first part of next week. I am heading to visit the new addition tonight. Thanks for the help deciding!! You'll just have to tune in later to see who won what!

Have a great weekend!!!!!! I'm off to see Pirates and Superman (in 3D) and then play with a cute baby. I know you are all jealous. Sorry, not everyone can be me.

Babies and Blogiversaries (CONTEST)

2006-06-27T10:33:00.000-06:00

Well, it is a time for thinking of birthdays and anniversaries. My beautiful sister (pictured here in the hat I made for her birthday last year) is having her third baby boy next week and the 29th is my ONE YEAR BLOG-IVERSARY!!! Hoorah!!

In celebration of these two events, I have decided to have a contest. You have until NOON (EST) on the 29th to post a link to the cutest baby pattern ever (preferably newborn). This does not mean a pattern to knit a baby. This means any item for a baby, whether it be a sweater, hat, booties, binky holder - WHATEVER. If I choose your pattern I will send you a prize. It really is as simple as that!

Join the fun and tell your friends!! I am picky and I am looking for something unique and did I say cute? I don't mind purchasing a pattern - but I'd need to be able to pick it up local or have it be a .pdf for download.

Knitting Oblivion

2006-06-26T14:42:00.000-06:00

Well, I guess I've made up for some lost time. I must have had some sort of yarn withdrawl or something. Anyhow, I finished my little iSock and moved on to a Celtic Cap for my Dad for his birthday/Father's Day (don't worry, even though the two holidays are always very close for him I make sure to get him double gifts - I'm just not sure which holiday the hat is for....).

I had time this weekend as we went to an outdoor play that we saved seats for hours for and so had plenty of knit time. I'm not sure of the wisdom of knitting in the hot sun with Yak Yarn, but I think the results are pretty fun. I really do love this pattern by Girl from Auntie. Wonderful!! Maybe you remember that I've made it before (and the pictures are better because it wasn't charcoal yarn)... Anyhow, now my Katie wants a sock for her iPod and I have a few more gifts to get to so... I guess I really am back!!! :O)

What's on the needles?

2006-06-22T14:33:00.000-06:00

First, thanks for the very sweet words - you got me all choked up. You didn't have to say nice things about my picture, though - that was going a bit above and beyond if you ask me!

Anyhow, I've blown the dust off of my trusty old #2s and I'm making one of these.

I actually took a picture of mine in progress, but it's been so long since I blogged that I actually can't find my cable to get pictures off of my camera. Pathetic, isn't it?

Well, I will post a pic in the next day or so when I figure things out again. Hang in there, friends - I'm getting back on my feet!

I have to go to the laundramat (sp?) and wash all of my sleeping bags for a camping trip tomorrow night. That should be fun (not the laundramat, you know what I mean!!!!!!!!!)

Warshcloths are in, are they? I leave you people for a few days and.......

I'm back... Again!

2006-06-19T13:16:00.000-06:00

Well, where do I begin?

First, here's a picture of myself. I had to have photos done for the crochet book that I will have a couple of designs in - more details coming soon! Thanks to my friend (and wonderful photographer), Heather, for the pics.

Okay, the surgery is over and the swelling and bruising are down. I still have tingling and numbness - but that's to be expected. Over all I have healed tremendously quickly. Thank you all for your support, kindness and prayers.

I DO have fibrous dysplasia, which is a bone disease that I don't really want to talk about. Hopefully it will not give me grief in the years to come. I will go in for a CT scan every couple of years to monitor it.

My new podcast is coming along fabulously and I couldn't be happier about it. Thanks to all of you who are listening - even though you're not Mormon! It covers topics that are of interest across the board to women and men of all religions. Anyhow, I'm having a lot of fun with it and was even on our local news recently. Terrifying. Radio - YES, television - NO. Not until I get a few (okay, a hundred) pounds off (But I lost 10 last month on Weight Watchers!!). Speaking of radio, we also were featured on a radio show here in Utah.

With work on my two projects - that went out very late (thanks, Vickie!!) - I don't have pictures of anything for you. I am thinking about knitting something, though. My fingers are itching! Any suggestions? What's a good "welcome back to knitting" project? What's going around the blogs these days?

Love ya!! THANKS again for all of your kind emails and posts. You are WONDERFUL!!

NOT a sinus infection?!

2006-05-10T07:50:00.000-06:00

Well, after two weeks on antibiotic and nasal spray (steroidal) they did a CT-Scan yesterday. It revealed that what looked like an infection is actually a tumor (benign) that is probably something called fibrous dysplasia. I also have an underdeveloped (right) sinus cavity with a cyst and a deviated septum with bone spurs.

What does all this mean? Well, surgery of course. I'm heading in for surgery two weeks from today. Wish me luck!! They will remove the cyst and spurs and do a biopsy on the tumor to see if it's really fibrous dysplasia (everybody please pray it's NOT). :O)

Thanks for the well wishes!!

I HAVE actually done some crocheting - but I can't show anything here. I'll tell you when I can.

Me

Sinus Trouble

2006-04-25T14:51:00.000-06:00

and no pics. I figure nobody wants a picture of my sinus cavities.

Well, I went to the doc today. No relief in sight, really. I am starting on antibiotics and nasal spray (steroidal) and we'll see how it goes. I go in for a CT scan two weeks from today and then they'll see if it's getting better.

Have a great day!! I got some beautiful yarn. I'll try to post pics later. I wish I felt like knitting. Maybe next week!!!!

3D and Headaches

2006-04-20T16:07:00.000-06:00

Well, I had my MRI yesterday morning and at 5:30 yesterday evening they called me with results. That's pretty quick! When I saw that it was the doctor's office, I admit I was a little nervous. I was so relieved that they found my problem, though!! I have chronic sinusitis and the reason we didn't suspect a sinus infection is because it is in one of the back cavities (that I didn't even know existed)... I have no stuffy nose or anything like that. The problem is that sinus medication doesn't actually help because sinus medication treats symptoms and my symptoms are different than most. The other problem is that chronic sinusitis isn't easily cured and can last for years. I will be going to an ENT doc to get further treatment. Meanwhile, I suffer.

Today I had to go to Salt Lake City for a work meeting. J went with me and we went to lunch and saw the 3D IMAX movie, Deep Sea 3D. If you haven't seen one of the 3D IMAX movies yet, you really should! They are so amazing. It's how I always imagined 3D as a child. It was amazing to sea all of the sea life RIGHT THERE in front of me. Pretty cool. But now my head feels too heavy for my body so I'm off to find some rest. :O)

A whole month?!

2006-04-19T09:24:00.000-06:00

Well, I realize it's been over a month since I posted. Unreal.

This has been one of the busiest months of my life. I have been commuting a couple of hundred miles (round trip) to train on a new job. Most of the week I spent at my parents house where I didn't have time or access to update the blog.

I spent a week in Vegas where I took this lovely picture. I had internet access, but have had such bad headaches that working on the computer has not been so fun for me. We stayed in a very nice room at Caesar's Palace and it was fun to walk around and see the sites and do some shopping. But mostly I soaked in some of that wonderful desert sun and rested. I do love the desert and miss it!

This morning I had an MRI to try to find out what's going on with the headaches. I'm sure it's nothing serious. Having an MRI is a lot like having the top part of your body put into the overhead compartment of an airplane - while it's moving. It is very loud and vibrates a lot and if you're claustrophobic - take a sedative first. I am not claustrophobic, though and found the whole experience to be kind of interesting. If they had played Pink Floyd and had lasers it would have been a good show.

The only bad part was that I had to have a shot of dye and I don't do so well with needles.

All in all an interesting morning.

I won't be doing the knitting podcast anymore for anyone who has wondered. For those of you who have sent me personal email I thank you and will do my best to get to all of them in the next couple of weeks now that life has slowed down a bit.

For those of you who are interested, I am still doing my other podcast. I am a Mormon and it is from the perspective of a Mormon Mom (actually three Mormon Moms - my sister and cousin do the show with me).

I am still knitting/crocheting, of course and will continue to post pics of projects. Since the headaches started I haven't knit or crochet a stitch, but here's this is a picture of a little poncho I've been crocheting. The eggs on top are blown out empty eggs that my cousins little boy thought would look great on the "nests" in the Living Room. :O)

Hope you're all well and happy! It's good to be back.

G is for gag me, I mean garter...

2006-03-17T10:14:00.000-07:00

Well, I've been doing so much garter stitch I'm about nuts. When I started the mitred tote, I had no idea how very long the strap would be. It is long. Trust me on this one.

It is also FINISHED. I will felt today and get before and after pics posted in the next day or two.

Isn't O adorable modeling all the parts of the bag? The strap is wound around him three times (I don't think you can tell that in the pic)...

I am VERY busy right now. I have my knitting podcast (have you listened to the newest episode?) and another podcast I'm working on. I am training for a new job. I have TONS to do in my church responsibilities. I will be out of town for the next three weeks. Life is crazy. Oh - and I have a fun couple of secret projects I'm working on as well. This is why my posts have gone down to a couple of times per week. But I still love you. And I'm still knitting.

I am married to a geek.

2006-03-13T10:13:00.000-07:00

And BOY am I glad. J found a gizmo to help me get the pictures on my computer. I love that guy!!!!!

So, because I can copy pictures - I took quite a few. The first couple of pictures are the mitred bag I'm working on. I would be long finished except that I ran out of the pink. I only have a TINY bit left to knit. I hate it when that happens!!! But, I love the yarn - especially the pink - so I'm sure I'll find a use for the rest of the skein.

Now, a tour of my kitchen - specifically for my friend, Donna! My kitchen is pretty much the original from the 50s. It needs (?) updated, because as much as I am okay with doing dishes by hand - there are times it would be nice to have a dishwasher. I love everything about it. I love that I can close it off from the rest of the house if it's ever dirty.

I love the old hand-made drapes (see the shadow of Shadow?!).

I love the colors of the golds and browns. It is so warm and inviting. I love the yellow windows that I can see my china through.

The art/poetry in the frames is from the 1961 edition of Vol. 1 of the Childcraft series. The poems are "The Cupboard" (January poem 19 if you click it) and "Animal Crackers" (February poem 09) and the artwork is incredible! It is one of my very favorite books in all the world.

The plate was given to my mother when I was born. When I had my daughter, Mom passed it down to me. I love the quote. (click on it to read it)

And, of course, my vintage stove. I LOVE this stove. It warms up wonderfully and stays warm. It is very economical - it seals SO tight. Plus, it's just really cool to look at.

Thank God for dirty dishes
They have a tale to tell
While others may go hungry
We're eating very well!

Technical Difficulties

2006-03-07T12:08:00.000-07:00

Well, I have lost the connector that allows me to upload pictures from my digital camera.

This really stinks.

This is the reason I haven't posted in a few days.

I have been working on the "mitred stripes tote" and I am loving it. I'd never done mitred squares before and they are easy and very cool. I will post pictures of my own as soon as I have them... the one I'm doing is pink and purple (just the two colors instead of the three called for in the pattern).

I Can KNIT!!

2006-03-02T08:30:00.000-07:00

It's a miracle!! After three excruciating days, the pain is gone (mostly) and I am knitting again. Good thing, too! Cause I really want to wear these gloves this season. Yes, it's still cold here. It snowed night before last. Gross.

Good news - I can wear my new fingerless gloves! I made them using some of the beautiful wool Aunt Eleanor sent. The pattern is HERE. I used size 6 dpn's. I did them on aluminums because after the fiasco that was my knitting olympic project I just wanted speed, baby!

THE PROBLEM WITH GOING TOO FAST... Well, I misread the pattern (to be fair, it was a little tricky)... The pattern says Row 18 you start the thumb gusset. However, what it REALLY means is Row 18 AFTER you switch to stockinette stitch. Well, I am a literal soul, so I started at row 18. I just wish I had figured it out before I finished both gloves. Oh well. They were VERY quick to knit so I'll just knit another pair. After I knit some for K. She LOVES them. :O)

Pine Trees and Ouzo

2006-02-27T09:16:00.000-07:00

Well, I have to say that pine trees are a lot softer than you might first imagine them to be. I was snowmobiling along quite nicely when suddenly, a giant pine tree jumped out and attacked me. It sucked me down a five foot snowy embankment right into its trunk. Nice. I was so stuck that I wasn't sure I'd ever get out. I'd already turned over a couple of times and managed to get myself out - not this time.

I finally climbed out of the deep hole. I had to go over the top of the snowmobile because every other direction was full of pine branches. I managed to hike down and flag some help.

I am very sore.

I came home and knit for a couple of hours in hopes of winning a silver medal. I woke up yesterday morning and felt like I'd been drinking ouzo. Not that I've ever had ouzo. Have you ever seen Barefoot in the Park? I can't make a fist. No knitting all day yesterday and probably all day today. Even typing hurts. So, no silver. I have a bronze, though. I made it myself.

No Time

2006-02-24T12:52:00.000-07:00

Funny, considering the name of my blog.

There's a new podcast out today. Enjoy!

A BIG Thank you!!

2006-02-22T12:55:00.000-07:00

Dear Great Aunt Eleanor (both definitions apply),

I remember the first time I saw your knitting and really knew what it meant to knit. I had recently learned how to do the basic stock. stitch from a friend and was visiting you in your home in Maryland. You were (and always are) such a gracious hostess and when you showed me all of the beautiful things you'd made I was so impressed and overwhelmed. You showed me things like "circular needles" - EEE GADS!! I was scared to death.

Over the years I have learned to love my "circs" and dpn's and all of those fun things that scared me in the beginning. And you have always been in my mind as an inspiration.

I love this picture of you in your going-away suit - that you knit!! I still am afraid of some of the things you do - knit a whole dress???? Wow!

When the box came yesterday I was so excited to open it. A GIANT bag of wool!!!! And old pattern books!!! It's like Christmas all over again. Thank you so much for thinking of me and being so very generous.

As I knit with this wool I will think of you and hopefully rise above my mediocre talent to yet another level... a little closer to you! Thanks, Aunt Eelanor. You rock!

Love, Whit

Chocolate Interlude

2006-02-20T11:20:00.000-07:00

I don't know if I'm posting this picture because I finished reading Chocolat or because I'm craving chocolate or if I'm just trying to distract you from the fact that I have nothing knit/crochet to post a picture of. My socks look almost exactly like they did last time I posted. I AM still working on them when I have time (which has been very limited for the past couple of weeks) and I've frogged and re-crocheted/knit the boot about five times (maybe six)... I am getting ready to frog it again.

For lack of anything else, here is a meme from Donna's site (don't get me wrong - I love her questions):

Appetizer: If you were a color, which color would you be, and why? The only thing I know for sure is that I could never be the same color for very long. So maybe opal.

Soup: When was the last time you went to the doctor, and what was your reason for going? I never cared much for soup. Except potato soup.

Salad: What do you collect? Other than yarn? And vintage patterns? And books? I have a hard time collecting things because I find that I could fill my house with them. When I was a girl I collected matchbooks (non-smoker, but those matchbooks are really beautiful!) and little jewelry boxes.

Main Course: What were you like in high school? Name one thing you miss and one thing you don't miss about those days. I was one of those people who sort of fit in with every group - because I did EVERYTHING. Nothing very well, but lots of things. I was into drama, band (flute), track (I threw the shotput and discus), was a representative in student council (I ran all four years to be Student Body Secretary against the same girl. She beat me every year. Every year it was by less than 10 votes.), was on the cheerleading squad for about ten minutes (just wanted to prove to myself I could make it as a cheerleader - I quit about the time we were ordering the uniforms), show choir, editor of the school newspaper... I think you get the idea. I don't miss much - except maybe the energy! I think HS is the hardest time of life. Except maybe Middle School.

Dessert: Pretend you're standing in front of your home, with your back towards your home. Describe the view - what can you see? Trees? Cars? A zoo? Wal-Mart? My house is on a street that turns into a cul-de-sac. We face a beautiful little brook that has ducks in the spring/summer and has trees, etc. Even though there are houses along our street, ours doesn't face one. You can see the side of a house further back in the cul-de-sac on the other side of the brook. I love my house. Today, as I look out, I see a lot of snow. Still.

Happy Valentine's Day

2006-02-14T08:14:00.000-07:00

First, a big THANK YOU Teabird (aka Melanie), my Valentine Book Swap Pal. I am SO excited about my fun package!! I didn't realize that Chocolat was a novel first. I can't wait to read it!! I LOVE the movie.

Even though my husband insists that the myth that Valentine's Day was created by Greeting Card companies is true, I still love it.

In grade school my Mom would help me decorate a Valentine Mail Box to put in home room. I would do Valentine's for EVERYBODY in my classes and lots who weren't in my classes. Don't you just love love? ("It's nice to be nice to the nice")

As I got older, clubs would do Valentine fund raisers. There would be "carnation grams" or something like that. I can remember sending and receiving carnations with little notes. It was always fun to choose students who looked like they needed a pick-me-up and sending them a little anonymous carnation.

A few years ago I learned that if you send your valentines (all in one big envelope) to any of the cities in the US with the name Valentine (AZ, MT, NE, TX, AR, IN, LA, NJ, SC) a few weeks before Valentine's Day and request the "decorative postmark" they will put a very cute Valentine postmark on your Valentines and send them out from there! I didn't do that this year, but have done it a few times. Love it!!

And, of course... as a Mommy what's better than getting one of those sloppy, crooked hearts with I LOVE YOU printed across the top. Nothing!

I know we should be loving all year - sort of like having the Christmas Spirit all year. But the truth is, it doesn't hurt to have a day to just stop and think about love.

Happy Valentine's Day!! May your day be filled with love!

Bouncing Baby TWINS!!

2006-02-13T10:03:00.000-07:00

As you can see in this (very fuzzy) photo - there are indeed TWO socks in my dpn's instead of the usual one.

I examined the ~~ultrasound~~ socks trying to figure out if they were identical or fraternal. I had high hopes that they were indeed identical, when suddenly (GASP) I realized they were, in fact, siamese...

After the initial shock wore off I surgically separated them (frogged them back THREE ROWS - aka 384 tiny stitches). Now if I can just get those little loops all back in the order they're supposed to be in. I seriously don't want to start over. But as Day 3 of the Olympics looms large (whatever that means), it looks like it's back to basics for this knitlete.

I made a SOCK for my SHOE...

2006-02-10T15:34:00.000-07:00

Well, I have to say I am really enjoying the "Knitty Gritty Boots" ... Thanks, Tina, for the FABULOUS idea (if you haven't heard my interview with Tina - check out my podcast!). I think this was much easier to crochet than knit (and I have to say I like the edge around the bottom - nothing "raw" there)...

Miss H. (the one who gets them) picked this nice blue color. I thought we were going pink so I was surprised!! It took me three tries to get the look I wanted since I decided to crochet, rather than knit them. I will be making them knee high, but I need Miss H. here to measure. She is has very skinny legs.

Anyhow, this is my progress so far.

What I did (different from original pattern):

Used a piece of wood (the height I wanted) marked off in 1/2 in. increments to measure and mark.
Marked using Alison's method of poking with a thumb tack rather than a marker.
(Drilled as per instructions)
Used a small crochet hook to pull yarn through and then crocheted a chain with a size J hook as I went around - giving me a nice base of chain stitch.
Used single crochet to go around and around. When I needed to decrease, I used a single crochet decrease on either side of the middle stitch (sometimes two decreases on each side depending on how much I needed to "narrow" the boot).
I also did one row of single crochet on the other side of the first chain - giving a border at the bottom that is quite a nice finish I think.
At the top I did the back and forth thing (like instructions) with single crochet and then crocheted around to complete circle - this brings the sides up even (front and back).
I went into the back loops and brought up the yarn keeping the loops on the hook until I had 1/3 of the stitches of the circumference. I slid these onto a DPN and did the same for the rest of the stitches until I had three dpn's with stitches.
I did garter stitch for a few rows.
I went into a ribbing (2x2 with 3 purl in the front middle)

That's where I am now. I plan to do the ribbing almost to the knee and then do more garter stitch for a band around the top. That may change when I get there. :O)

YES, I should be working on my Olympic project. I'll cast on this evening.

I have bronchitis.

Wow!

2006-02-08T09:52:00.000-07:00

Over 70 people in 8 countries (I don't count Wales cause we ALL qualify for that one) have joined Team DPN. How fun is that?!

Today is house cleaning (so I don't have to clean until the Olympics are over, of course - hahahahaha) and possibly drilling those boots!

Hopefully I'll have pictures of power tools and yarn later.

Olympic Podcast

2006-02-06T14:48:00.000-07:00

Everybody (who wants to - I'm trying to be less bossy) go check out my Olympic Podcast!

It's my interview with Stephanie Pearl-Mcphee (aka Yarn Harlot).

DPN DPN DPN

2006-02-06T09:45:00.000-07:00

Okay, so I still have Olympic fever. Today I have a Podcast Special Edition: Knitting Olympics coming out. Steve is editing feverishly and it should be up this afternoon.

Here is my luscious yarn for my INSANE project. It is Trekking XXL in color 283. It is a pretty tweed and I love it. The ~~toothpicks~~ dpn's are bamboo size 2s (7").

I have been practicing different pattern sections. The ribbing isn't nearly as hard as you might think. You just have to remember that your front yarn (which I hold in my left hand) is doing pp, kk, pp, kk (yes, a basic ribbing) while the back yarn (right hand) is doing kk, pp, kk and always remembering to not let that yarn get crossed. This is especially important when purling with the right hand - have to remember to take that yarn to the back before knitting/purling with the left hand.

The hardest part was figuring out how to join for knitting in the round. You have to take the end stitch from the right needle, place it to the back/front (depending on which sock this stitch belongs to) on a holder and then crossing the two (now) end stitches. Then you replace the stitch from the holder back onto the end of the right needle. Then you do the same thing with the end stitch on the left needle. This way you are doing the join for BOTH socks. Very important.

If you are trying to follow along and do this at home, I highly recommend two colors of yarn to work with. I contemplated (briefly) making two colors of socks for the Olympics. However, I don't think I'll give in to that temptation.

I'm scared to death of the heel instructions.

This other picture looks a lot like Olympic rings - but NO, in fact they are two rings knit simultaneously on dpn's (size 8s)....

KAL Time

2006-02-02T13:48:00.000-07:00

Okay, as you can see on the side of my blog - I have moved the Mrs. Beeton KAL to its own site. This works so much nicer, easier, cleaner than the old way. Those of you participating in that, please contact me via email (whit_larson AT yahoo DOT com) so that I can add you as members of that blog and you can post pics and comments there!! Someday I might make those beautiful things. Maybe this year I will make something for me. Hmmm....

But it might be one of my other KALs - the Mary Poppins Bag (aka Weekend Getaway Satchel). We have several members and no two of us will be making them exactly alike. That should be a blast!!

Also, Vanessa wanted an Odessa-y (think odyssey) KAL for the new pattern from MagKnits. So, we got that all set up. Please come join us. It is a BEAUTIFUL pattern by Grumperina. I'm looking forward to knitting one (after the Olympics and possibly while doing the Mary Poppins kal).

Finally, TEAM DPN - Go TEAM!!!!! Wow!! We have fifteen members at the moment and we're growing every hour. Amazing! We are already international and that is WAY super cool!! If you are participating in the Olympics - come join the team. You only have to poke one or two people with a dpn to qualify!! I swear, I have Olympic fever. I haven't had it this bad since I was a kid and Nadia Comaneci was in the Summer Olympics.

On a non-hosted KAL note:

I am going to do my knitty gritty boots this weekend and I can't wait. They will be hot pink knee high part crocheted/part knitted. Whoohoo!!

*** DANG, I forgot to say HAPPY GROUNDHOG'S DAY!!!! It's like my seventh favorite holiday. Sheesh. I'm off to watch the movie. I love that movie. Every year. Over and over...

Button, button...

2006-02-01T09:21:00.000-07:00

Well, if I'm going to compete in the dang olympics I'm gonna need a button.

Anybody who wants to join my DPN team, please let me know (and feel free to take the button). Email me (whit AT about-time DOT us) or post a comment on the DPN blog and I'll invite you to become a member of the "Team DPN blog." I was going to call it the DPT - but I'm pretty sure that's taken. You can qualify for this team by:

Doing a project for the Olympics that uses DPNs (AND / OR)
Poking people during the Olympics with your DPNs

I am also a Knitting Chick - so, as promised girls (guys?) - here's that button.

Warning: The Team Knitting Chicks does not size well. If you want it to be a different size on your machine, please email me and I'll resize it for you. Otherwise it gets all pixelated.

Word Cloud

2006-01-31T16:26:00.000-07:00

Well, this is a fun idea. You go to this site and they scan your blog and put together a word cloud. Thanks to Donna for the link. I'm not sure where some of those words came from - but I'm going to assume they're really all from this site. :O)

My shower is clogged. My head is in designer mode cause I finished a quilt block (ick) and sketched out a design for something fun I'm working on. Now I need to get it out of design mode and into clean the house and unclog the shower mode.

History & a Podcast

2006-01-30T09:10:00.000-07:00

Well, it was a good weekend. Lots accomplished. Thanks to Steve for finishing up the new podcast - and the music isn't even too cheesy for the Pod Purl this episode!!!! However, he didn't put as much music. Perhaps because it's already an hour long? You gotta love Steve.

I have chosen an Olympic sport. I know you're all excited. I am!! A couple of weeks ago on the Quiet Life I found this reference from War & Peace.

"Anna Makarovna has finished her stocking," said Countess Marya... They meant
two stockings, which, by a secret known only to her, Anna Makarovna used to knit on her needles simultaneously. When the pair was finished, she always made a solemn ceremony of pulling one stocking out of the other in the presence of the
children." - War and Peace, 1869, Leo Tolstoy

It got me VERY interested. I had already been looking at doing the two socks on the circs thing - but truthfully, I am a fan of dpn's. SO, this seemed like just the thing for me. I searched and searched but couldn't find anything - until Saturday night. Yesterday I did some tests and IT WORKS!!!!!! I seriously can't wait to actually follow the pattern. It is from a 1918 Needlecraft (magazine?). I'd love to find the original magazine, but so far none of the issues on Ebay are the RIGHT issue. Anyhow, it is a blast. For those of you who are interested - here is what you do if you want to try a little test. This is a straight piece test. I did it just to see if I "got it."

I used worsted weight (2 balls) and #10 dpn's - straights are fine, though.
I cast on alternating between the two balls of yarn. One strand is in the front and one is in the back. It is important if you do this not to twist the two balls of yarn - they must remain separate for it to work. (I cast on 10 from each ball - 20 total - one at a time from each)
I turned my work. I noted which thread went with the "front" stitches" and which went with the "back" stitches. This is important. I used the front yarn to purl the front stitches and alternated with the back yarn knitting the back or lower stitches. This is obvious when you are doing it. Again, I made sure not to let the yarns cross. Also, I am a continental knitter, so I held the front yarn in my left hand and the back thread in my right hand - purling with my left and knitting with my right. There's a great video at KnittingHelp.com about doing fair isle knitting with two hands and that skill helped greatly with this. You are basically continental purling with your left hand and english knitting with your right. If you are an English knitter I would recommend holding the purl yarn in your right hand (as per the written instructions). For me, it was easier to purl with my left.
I turned my work at the end of the row - making sure to get the strands sorted out - front and back. I kept this up for several rows - and it is SO cool cause you actually start getting two pieces of knitted fabric!!
The moment of truth - pulling out the needles (I haven't cast off yet - that's the next test). Sure enough - pulling the needles out carefully I now have two separate pieces. It's magic I tell you!!!!

I will not let myself start these socks until the Olympics start, I will not let myself start these socks until....

MP KAL

2006-01-27T09:54:00.000-07:00

The MP Bag KAL is getting underway. This will be ongoing as it is a very large project. Anyone who's interested in joining, please email me at whit_larson AT yahoo DOT com and I will make you a member. I won't be talking about it here on my blog very often - but feel free to drop in and see how things are coming!!

Isn't it a beautiful bag?!

Favorites

2006-01-26T12:30:00.000-07:00

I don't have time for much of a post - but I was thinking about the movie quotes post over at the Quiet Life. What is your favorite quote of all times?

Also, what is your favorite knit/crochet pattern of all times (or just at the moment)?

I'm currently crocheting a weird frog that I may or may not finish. Thanks for asking.

It's me, Mario!

2006-01-25T08:41:00.000-07:00

Well, my nephew S and I are having a great time. He came to visit for a few days so his amazing Mom (Candice Palmer) can work on her [secret project]. She is a designer for a scrapbook magazine and recently was signed on for a [secret project]. Very cool.

Anyhow, we've been doing whatever we want! It's a rule at my house when nieces/nephews come over. You can eat cake for breakfast or candy til you're sick (believe me, it happens!), stay in your jammies and play Nintendo all day. I'm a fan of the "old school" games being a child of the 70s/80s and all. It's Mario World 3 for me!

I was going to make S a hat - but he's not interested. I'm looking for a project to interest a 6-year-old boy so let me know if you have one!

A long week and another cloche...

2006-01-23T11:13:00.000-07:00

Well, it's just been one of those weeks. Actually, two of those weeks. But life goes on! Plus, Lost is back on the air for the past couple of weeks and that sort of compensates.

I got pictures of S in her cloche. I have made so many now that I would stop except the girls have requested MORE. I plan to get to the lys today to get some sock yarn. We'll see if that actually happens or if I'm just dreaming.

R continues to ask for a scarf (HP style) and I just don't know if I'm up to another long boring project right now.

You know, I also made a matching purse but for some reason I didn't take a picture of it. Weird. It's heart shaped and very cute. The hat pattern is the Flower or Lizzy hat. It was quite simple to make (crochet) and very fun and quick. I used Caron soft in the pink and then rimmed it with a little fun fur.

Hey - if you click the pictures you can see them larger.

I've been having technical difficulties getting the podcast out. Well, that's my story. Hopefully tonight or tomorrow.

*NEW*

Forgot completely about my meme (thanks, Coarine):

4 Jobs You Have Had in Your Life:

DJ
Travel Agent
Nanny
The one that's hardest but BEST - MOM!

4 Movies You Could Watch Over & Over:

Aything with Cary Grant
The Princess Bride / Pirates of the Carribean (favorite comedies)
13 Going on 30 / Two Weeks Notice (favorite chick flicks)
Anything with Humphrey Bogart

4 Places You Have Lived:

California
Arizona
New Jersey
Utah

4 TV Shows You Love to Watch:

All the reality dancing shows
Lost
Extreme Makeover Home Edition
Leave it to Beaver (the original)

4 Places You Have Been on Vacation:

Grand Canyon, Niagara Falls, Mt. Rushmore, Yellowstone - you get the idea!
Disneyland (well, duh!)
Bear Lake (Utah - a fabulous place to vacation!)
UK (England, Scotland, Wales & about 30 seconds in France)

4 of Your Favourite Foods:

Chocolate
French fries with lots of ketchup and pepper
Steak (well done)
Did I say chocolate?

I am tagging anyone who feels left out and wants to do this meme!!

Face Mapping

2006-01-18T10:24:00.000-07:00

Well, if you need an extremely fun way to waste a half hour - go map your face.

J looks most like:

Brad Pitt, Peter Falk and, of course, Hilary Swank.

Me? I'm Shania Twain, Kirsten Dunst & my olympic hero (is it a sign to join the KO??) Nadia Comaneci. Not a single male in the bunch - which is sort of a relief really.

Knitting Olympics

2006-01-17T09:23:00.000-07:00

USA USA USA... lol Well, if you haven't checked out Stephanie's blog this week - you'd better go see what she's cooked up this time!

Are you in?! I still haven't decided. I am SO trying to get back on track with my schedule. I feel like I've been running around and around and around... well, perhaps you get the idea?

I realize it's been a week or so since I posted anything fiber related - so I am posting the project I've been working on lately - lots and lots of cloches. I started to make one for my niece and loved the pattern so much I just kept making them. Maybe it's a little obsessive, but it's comforting me so back off! Plus, K LOVES them.

I have made four of them in the past week along with working on some lace - which I have frogged about ten times. I just can't find a pattern I love. Keep sending ideas! The yarn keeps saying "scarf" to me, so I need a nice lace scarf pattern...

Anyhow, the cloche pattern is one from Lionbrand and YES, I used junky yarn. I have to say that children LOVE acrylic and fancy fur stuff. So, who am I to force the good stuff on them? On the little one I used Caron soft acrylic and fun fur. On the blue one, there is some metallic silver mixed in on the top portion.

The good news is - I don't care if they're wadded up in balls and thrown in a corner. They were cheap and quick. Cloches are in this season. Did you see Madonna on the cover of Elle magazine? Maybe crochet is the new yoga. Hahahahahahaahahaa. I feel the need to pattern out her hat. It's very pretty, isn't it?

I saw the Madonna picture the other day while waiting for J to get his haircut and I thought - WOW, I have got my finger on the fashion pulse of America. Just sayin'.

R Day

2006-01-16T09:11:00.000-07:00

You were such an adorable baby. Sixteen years ago today was a VERY long day for both of us. But, at the end of the day - when they put you in my arms - we bonded. Everybody in the room felt the love as you looked into my face and really knew who I was. Weird, but true.

You've always had a heart of gold.

And a personality that could not be matched. ("To heck with pants" was your motto for a lot of years!)

A style of your own - whether it be in camo, cowboy boots or the latest punk rock phase - you are who you are. And I wouldn't want you any other way!!

Some Days the Cat Wins

2006-01-12T20:50:00.000-07:00

See Spot (yes, irony). See Spot destroy. Run Spot, RUN (cause I'm gonna kill you)!

And YES, this is my brand new gifted "Shimmer." Good thing J is the ball winder in the family and has the patience of a Saint (who else could stay married to me for 17+ years?!)...

Submitted to The Carnival Of Knitting 2

Yarn, glorious yarn!

2006-01-11T19:02:00.000-07:00

Thanks to the ladies over at Knit the Classics for a wonderful surprise in the mail!!!!

I got two beautiful hanks of "shimmer" from knitpicks. The colorway is "grape hyacinth" and it is absolutely wonderful.

I am a sucker for purples.

This yarn is a lace weight 70% baby alpaca, 30% silk yarn and is very very very soft.

One of my New Year's resolutions is to make something for myself. I am looking for ideas for this yarn. Please help!! (The little green things in the front are sock shaped point protectors!! How cute are they?!)

Second Annual Blogger Holiday

2006-01-09T20:21:00.000-07:00

Wow. I love holidays! I didn't even know there was a blogger holiday. But there is!! It is the second annual DE-lurker week. We should have a chocolate fountain party. Come on in and try it! And while you're here - say a big howdie! It doesn't have to be profound (Heaven knows I wouldn't have a blog if I had to say something important) - just a "hi" will do.

Pod Person

2006-01-07T12:07:00.000-07:00

Well, the new podcast is out! I am getting more excited about this hobby all of the time. I really enjoy it and Steve (brother) seems to enjoy doing the music end of it. I am not sure about the cheesy music he put for the "Pod Purl" section, but I like the rest quite a bit.

I DID break down and buy a new microphone today. It should make a difference. Also, I have a mixer (loaner) so I'll see if that helps.

Please listen and let me know what you think!! I'd be happy to have any of you contribute segments you either write or record!

I'm REALLY excited because Tina Marrin has agreed to do an interview with me. I have the phone recorder stuff - now I just have to test and figure it all out. I'm very excited because she is amazing!!! Thanks, Tina!!!

The Beeton Goes On

2006-01-05T09:04:00.000-07:00

Okay, here's an update:

Julie finished hers. Check out her blog to see the matching kerchief! I tried uploading pics but for some reason blogger is not cooperating today.

Becky's on a search for better yarn (but she's entered the ugly avatars along with Vanessa & myself so you should check theirs out!!).

Kate has also finished hers. Aren't they dreamy?

Don't forget to check out Ina's blog and Alison's blog to see their finished works of art.

AND, we have two newbies joining us. Welcome to JulieN and Mandy!!

Mirror, mirror on the wall

2006-01-04T13:54:00.000-07:00

Well, I think she's ugliest of them all. JenLa started an ugly avatar war. I just had to try. Give it a go and post your results so I can see!

Gotta admit - she's pretty bad!!

UPDATE:

New one - cause my old girl just wasn't ugly enough to compete with Vanessa (I think this could be an addiction):

Oh NO!!! Look who showed up to the bbq!!!!

Off the Needles

2006-01-04T07:50:00.000-07:00

Hallelujah! Can you hear the singing off in the distance? The Weasley is finally finished!! When I woke up yesterday I didn't think to myself, "today the Weasley will be finished." But, by some delayed holiday miracle that is exactly what happened. K is happy to finally have it complete, but not nearly as happy as her mother. The only thing more boring than straight stockinette stitch is dirt.

Okay, info:

PATTERN: Weasley by Alison
YARN: Lion Brand Wool-Ease
NEEDLES: #8 circs and straights
START: 11-13-05
COMPLETE: 1-03-06

LOVED: As usual, I love working with this yarn. It is hard to believe that its core it is mostly a cheapo acrylic. I didn't get yarn sick after 40000+ stitches and that's truly amazing. The pattern was very easy to follow. Her math was easy to follow and get the size I needed.

HATED: Well, almost every day I knit on it after the 17th of November. I really wanted to finish this by the movie, but that wasn't going to happen. There were just way too many stitches! After a marathon knitting day, my hands were so sore that I had to take a week off from knitting, so - lesson learned! Also, it's a little short. That's what happens when you rush. I may add a little length somewhere down the road. WAY down the road. Cropped is sort of "in" anyhow and it looks snuggly and cute on her.

A Year in Review

2006-01-02T11:16:00.000-07:00

Well, out with the old and in with the new - except that I like a little memento, don't you?

Here is a scrapbook

of some of my pics since I started blogging six months ago or so. Enjoy!

Happy New Year!!

2005-12-31T18:48:00.000-07:00

You just have to love Weather Pixie's fireworks for New Year's Eve!! I hope you all have a great new year!! I can't wait to make my resolutions - knitting and otherwise. I just love a new year so full of hope and promise.

Here's to a great 2006!

Mrs. B Update:

Congrats Julie on completing hers!! BEE-autiful!!

Kate is off to a FLYING start with hers. One finished and boy does it look divine with that beautiful ring!

*NEW - Alison finished hers. Great job! I know her daughter will love them!!

*NEW - Becky is having yarn issues and storm issues and - well, go read her blog...

ME? I still didn't even get to my lys. It's been a long (fun) weekend. I like to have old-fashioned parties where people show up and just stay for a few days. It is wonderful!!!!! I wish you all could join us for a nice game of ping pong and a fondue dip in my new chocolate fountain (thanks Mom!).

There is a season...

2005-12-30T10:00:00.000-07:00

So, I've been thinking about how some things are so seasonal. I love gingerbread (for instance) and yet I only ever make it at Christmas time. I seriously love it. Why not make it for the 4th of July? Hmmm..

And then, today - I hear this noise coming from my backyard. A weird, semi-recognizable noise. What is it? I ask J. He has no idea. But it sounds like something we should KNOW. I realize it is the neighbors behind us and I finally peek out the window because it's driving me NUTS. My neighbor (an older gentleman) is mowing. Yes, I said mowing. It is one of those great gas-less handpush mowers and he's mowing the lawn.

There really is a time and a season for everything.

For instance, my Mom was once traveling to watch my Dad in a track meet (college days), was pregnant, let her friend drive the stick (and she didn't know how), got caught in a blizzard and was really queasy. The friend pulled off to the side of the road so that my Mom could be sick. Meanwhile, a hitchhiker was getting really excited that in all of this horrible weather someone would actually see him, take pity on him and pull over. Well, I think you can imagine the terrible consequences that followed. Being young and embarrassed, my Mom and her friend got right back on the road. Yep, a time for everything and when your timing's off... it can get ugly.

Well, tonight is the time for my second annual New Year's Eve party. Yes, I know it's not New Year's Eve and that fact could throw everything off. I'm not really sure what we're going to do at Midnight - shout "Happy Almost New Year"... Oh well. Maybe I should get a clue from that poor hitchhiker. But instead I'm going to clean and cook and get ready to party!

It's snowing now so I'm glad mower-man is finished. Weird.

K Day

2005-12-29T10:47:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to my sweet Christmas angel.

You are generous and loving and you stink at ping pong - but you'll learn!
You hate cheese, but you love pizza?!

I remember the day you were born. How thrilled I was to get the most beautiful baby girl ever born! You are the sunshine in our home. How grateful I am to be blessed with you!

Twelve years you've been in our home and what a beautiful
young woman you've turned out to be!

T is for Tychus and Tychus is for T

2005-12-28T16:36:00.000-07:00

Well, T came to visit. We played Monopoly. A lot of Monopoly! I love Monopoly. The trouble is, I play like I play Risk (which we also played) - global domination!! I'm always the race car. You?

While he was here, he requested his tychus (like the one I made big brother T) and so I knit while we played. That is the reason he completely destroyed me. That's my story and I'm sticking to it. The child's only 7 after all...

PATTERN: Tychus, the short-row beanie from Knitty (adapted)
YARN: generic red heart type acrylic navy and white
NEEDLES: #5 straight aluminum needles
START: 12-27-05
COMPLETE: 12-28-05

LOVED: Still love this pattern. I adapted it for the head size (age 7) by using a single strand and only doing three patterns. I also do an adaptation at the end so the final row of MC matches the other stripes (I didn't like the one larger stripe) - so email me if you want the adaptation.

HATED: Don't love acrylic yarn - but still find it best for "little people" and I don't like that the top of this hat is cone-shaped (I'm sure more so because I only do three patterns) and so I end up stitching a line inside to flatten the top. Please advise if you have an adaptation for me. :O)

Mrs. B update:

Me, I still haven't even bought the yarn. I hope tomorrow to get to a store and actually do that. Sheesh.

Vanessa finished one of hers - BEE-autiful!!

Becky purchased her yarn - so she is ahead of me too!!!

Also, a big howdy to Kate who joined us today!

I'm baaaaack

2005-12-26T09:16:00.000-07:00

Disneyland was FABULOUS!! I mean, seriously. We were in the park Sunday through Thursday and it was just amazing. It was my first time in DCA and I didn't think they were going to get me off the Tower of Terror - what a great ride!! I am getting too old for rides like Space Mountain, but I really liked that tower!! I also loved Screamin' and Grizzly River Run. I have to say, though, that Splash Mountain is still my favorite. Definitely my laughin' place! Tuesday was our 17th wedding anniversary so we ate at the Blue Bayou, of course. Wonderful ambiance and J even got a mint julep (ick) to go with our monte cristo sandwiches - delicious!

Highlights:

Splash Mountain - everybody's got a laughin' place!
Fireworks - yes, I cried (Tink's back!)
Tower of Terror
Aladdin (musical in DCA)
Being one of the first ever to ride Monsters, inc. (cute dark ride, cool to get a "sneak peek")
Sneaking in to the park (what?!)
Billy Hill and the Hill Billies - I love the Golden Horseshoe!
Watching K on Grizzly River Run (great ride!)
Hearing R laugh at unexpected moments (Aladdin?!)
Seeing J act like an excited three-year-old! He can outlast us all!!

There were crowds like crazy considering the time of year we went - 50th Anniversary and all that, I suppose.. but it was a fabulous trip. Sunday night in the park was the perfect night. We walked on to Tower of Terror (twice!), stumbled onto front row at the Electrical Parade, got perfect seating for the fireworks and Fantasmic, walked on to Splash, Indy & then topped it off with the Jungle Cruise (complete with new pirhana!). Great times were had by all and I'd still live in the park if they'd let me. I hear Walt's apartment above the fire station is still the way he left it... I'm sure he'd approve.

Disneyland & First PodCast

2005-12-16T21:59:00.000-07:00

Well, I made my first PodCast. It's semi decent. It will be better in January cause I'm getting a new microphone & a mixer. Okay, a good friend is loaning them to me so I don't continue to sound like I'm inside a tin can. Do any of you remember tin cans?

Anyhow, it is 24 minutes and you can download it here or click on the link on the right. iTunes should approve it soon and then you can subscribe through them. I really had a lot of fun and I'll have even more fun in January when I have more time to play with it. I plan to do one per month. I will also get a site just for that.

But for now - I'm heading to California bright and early. It's an eleven-hour drive so wish me luck! We're packed with snacks and laptops (which can be used for movies or games or whatever) and Audible books and I think we're in pretty good shape. I KNOW it will be a good time. If any of you live around Disneyland email me (whit_larson AT yahoo DOT com) and maybe we can meet up! Can't wait for a bit of a weather change. I think I'll change my pixie to
Anaheim right now!! She may as well get a break too!

Knitting Gift Swap

2005-12-15T12:06:00.000-07:00

This is the box that I got LAST WEEK:

This is who it was from:

Oh yes, she was super sneaky - but I figured it out through my amazing detective skills (plus also she was the only one from Pasadena to sign my map!!!!). THANK YOU SO MUCH NANCY (aka Sagetta)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today we were told that we could open our gifts. Now, in matters concerning gifts I do not need to be told twice. So, I opened my box and this is what I saw:

A FAB felted bag, three snowman wrapped gifties and some circs!! The circs remind me of crayons for some reason and I can't wait to use them! I LOVE circular needles. Okay, time to unwrap:

Hooray!!!! Two mystery books (two of Nancy's favorites!) that I've never read before. I LOVE BOOKS!!! I especially love a good mystery (that's where I GET my amazing detective skills)!! And yarn, well - duh, of course I love yarn!! I especially love the handspun/dyed with the purples. What a GREAT GIFT!!!!!

Thanks again, Nancy - what a thoughtful and generous soul you are!!!!

Update - Weasley

2005-12-14T12:21:00.000-07:00

Well, Book Group last night gave me about 2.5-3 hours of knit time on the Weasley. It is the perfect pattern for mindless knitting. I now have one complete sleeve. I chose to do a roll sleeve instead of ribbing because I think it's better for this style of sweater.

Also, a quick pic of a recently completed crochet square (for exchange). Very cool pattern.

Internet Police

2005-12-13T11:01:00.000-07:00

Well, I'm getting worried that somebody's going to show up to haul me off to rehab somewhere. I have been online WAY too much in the past 24 hours.

It all started with DISNEYLAND. I decided to go out and read all of the new info about the park - it's been a few years afterall. And, I've never even BEEN to DCA. So, I started going through the guide at Mouse Planet. I love that site. I went through the guide piece by piece. I called and made my anniversary (17 years!) reservations at the Blue Bayou (free dessert for us!). I found out that you can interactively play Buzz Lightyear. That was a bad thing to learn.

This morning it was the blogs that did me in. I went to Yarn-a-Go-Go where she showed this wonderful item (red phone) that I simply MUST HAVE. And I just couldn't stop shopping at that great store!

And I don't even remember on whose blog I found this link - but that's pretty much a waste of time (so I love it!). Who doesn't want to watch live action footage of the tree in Rockefeller Center?!

Anyhow, I MUST CLEAN MY HOUSE. Tonight is Book Group here and we are supposed to each bring a picture book. I'm not sure which one I'm going to read yet. Any suggestions? On top of that, I need to clean and finish up for christmas (we're not coming home until late the 23rd) and clean and pack and clean. Gee, I wonder why I'm in avoidance mode?